Just reached h0me from ayuL's house. She had a small gatherin' f0r her b'day. Well, her actual b'day is t0moro. Only me, nads, sab and ama came.The rest had somethin else to do.
I met nads at Orchard first to get ayuL's gift. FAMOUS AMOS co0kies. We shared the cost and bought the Silver Gift Box. Then met the other 2 at Bedok MRT.
LET'S G0!
We ate then chilled at her h0use..watched tv and stuffs..Slack abis! Deep d0wn, i was really tryin to hide my em0tions. I didn't say anythin abt my break up. I didn't mean to hide anythin from my best friends..but i just didn't want to break d0wn and cry and spoils the whole m0od.
Upon reachin Sengkang, I decided to stop at earlier bus stop. I felt like I wanted to walk.
I walked aimlessly fr0m one traffic to an0ther. Until to the point I could not take it anymore, I just sat down at a bus stop. Just waitin for a feeder bus. At least I c0uld take the longer route. Didn't feel like g0ing home yet.
And to rub it in, there was this couple hugging each other lovingly in front of me. Just made me feel m0re worse.
I'm startin to doubt myself. Am I really sure dat I can let g0 so easily?
